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Thank you to everyone for your kind words. I was sorely tempted to just give this account up, to just let that part of my life sink down into my memories. I think I finally understand now how some people just want to start off with a clean slate. I just felt so shit about myself and how I fucked this account up with my stupidity that I wanted to just get rid of all of it. But I guess I'll just have to accept that I'm a damned idiot and just apologize to everyone for being a shitty person for the 25th time. I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. I'm not good enough to even deserve kind words.
So, I guess I'm back, sorta. Wasn't really a long time. I still want to disappear.
So, I guess I'm back, sorta. Wasn't really a long time. I still want to disappear.
Goodbye again for 15 years
im such a bitch *sobsob*
https://wiki.teamfortress.com/wiki/Shooting_Star MUST OBTAIN!!!!!
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I don't know what to do with this account. I've been on and off but it's mostly guilt.
PM me if you want my (new) tumblr, though I don't know what good it'll be. (I gave my old one away) I'll admit that I still dislike tumblr, but I honestly feel so guilty for leaving. My instagram and fb are kinda eh right now, struggling to maintain balance between anonymity and truth.
I sorry, I really hate attention. I thought I wanted to be famous, but looking back on it all I feel like it was just a need for attention after all. I mean, 200 watchers is a lot, and I really don't know what to do. I never really expected this to get any attention at all.
Thank you.
Thanks.
Hey.
I missed you when I was gone. I had an accident. I'm losing my memory, I can't stand or walk around for long periods of time anymore, I'm scared. I figure if I'm going to die or forget everything about everyone, I might as well tell you the truth.
I'm not really a guy, I'm not gay, I'm not some kid who's been through all sorts of adventures and made all of these friends. I'm just a little girl, sitting in a bed and losing days, scared of the future. I'm not some hotshot who's always got a plan. I'm a very small girl who doesn't love herself, who loves everyone else with the same unconditional adoration, with self-confidence the size of a pen
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Think of the good memories instead. That oughta make you hesitate to put your account down.
Stay a champion, aight bud?
Stay a champion, aight bud?